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Greece
26th, Aug, 2007 | 05:32 am
I'm up at 5:30 in the morning waiting for Ross to awake so that we can travel to Bristol and get on a plane for 4 hours. I am always nervous before plane journeys. Nervous of terrorists. Well if I die I will draw up a quick lists of things I have appreciated in life:
Friends
Family
My Cat
Burn My Eyes - Machine Head
The Last Kind Words - DevilDriver
Sonic Firestorm - Dragonforce
Reign in Blood - Slayer
The Blackening - Machine Head
Through the Ashes of Empires - Machine Head
The television
Dishwashers
Porn
Sanex. Lol
Lots of things. This is still early mind you and so I wouldn't have envisiged a comprehensive list. But I do appreciate life. And hope I do not die. For I have much more to acheive. And it would suck dying a virgin. And I want to earn a thousand pounds before I die.
:)
Friends
Family
My Cat
Burn My Eyes - Machine Head
The Last Kind Words - DevilDriver
Sonic Firestorm - Dragonforce
Reign in Blood - Slayer
The Blackening - Machine Head
Through the Ashes of Empires - Machine Head
The television
Dishwashers
Porn
Sanex. Lol
Lots of things. This is still early mind you and so I wouldn't have envisiged a comprehensive list. But I do appreciate life. And hope I do not die. For I have much more to acheive. And it would suck dying a virgin. And I want to earn a thousand pounds before I die.
:)
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:)
20th, Jul, 2007 | 11:37 am
I am sat indoors because of the rain. This is barely summer. Its July. Today feels surreal. So will tomorrow. Harry Potter is out tonight at Midnight. I think I am sad enough to go. Lol.
Umm. I don't know what else to put. I have started feeling really angry at random stuff so I am going to figure out a way to dissapate this. I might write a really long horror story. I did that before and it worked so its possible.
My new DevilDriver CD is the best thing I have ever purchased. It really is a musical masterpiece. If that can be said about metal. Burnout Dominator is also pretty damn good and my new Book Cell by Stephen King is pretty fucking awesome.
Now all I need is a woman. And that could take a while. Maybe I should get buff. . .
Umm. I don't know what else to put. I have started feeling really angry at random stuff so I am going to figure out a way to dissapate this. I might write a really long horror story. I did that before and it worked so its possible.
My new DevilDriver CD is the best thing I have ever purchased. It really is a musical masterpiece. If that can be said about metal. Burnout Dominator is also pretty damn good and my new Book Cell by Stephen King is pretty fucking awesome.
Now all I need is a woman. And that could take a while. Maybe I should get buff. . .
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Ew
23rd, May, 2007 | 08:26 pm
Yuck.
Schools out for ages. Exams and so forth. Doing minimal revision which concerns me greatly. I seem to be leaving the house daily though which is always good for my body. Except when I get urges for cake.
I got a job in WHSmith. Had till training today. Its awesome. No one ever texts me back so I am not going to send messages any more. Well. Until next month. i have actually just run out of free texts which angers me truly. Lol. Apparently Sam spotted a gippo flashing her tits outside the Cheese & Grain. I never notice these things. It is very peculiar. Maybe he lies. Permantly.
My face is sore. Its burnt I reckon. But alas. I have but one very short life. And I need friends. And while I keep needing friends, I must keep leaving the house. Wahey.
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Before I Forget That!
9th, May, 2007 | 04:50 pm
Mood at the moment: 
apprehensive
Music at the moment: Bother - Stone Sour
Im angry. Its weird. Usually happy as of late but I have been fed up today. I think it might be because of impeding exams which are making me stressed. Wish I hadnt taken a language. I can't do reading or listening very well. Reading is my real weakness so Im going to try and sort myself out before then to do my best. Next exam is RE then a couple on the following Monday with no more for quite a while. Well spaced out. Still little unsure of what is going in Study Leave. Stay at home I suppose.
Purchased black and white yearbook. Got called pikey. Lol. Why? I dont want to look at gypsies and chavs in colour. Easier to draw on faces if it is black and white. I may get people to sign it when I get them.
Ah so tense. Another battle with Tom today to see how long we can go without porn. I have to last longer this time. Hes 1-0. Bastard. He has a job to keep him occupied. I am going job hunting after the exams. Get some money on the go. I don't want extra stress at the moment.
Apparently they found a cure for death. All doctors have to figure out is how to stop cells dying, when dead, how to rescusitate us without killing all our brain cells and of course we would also need multiple transplants over our many years so that our organs do not fail. Because as soon as we get kidney break down then we no longer function as blood is impure etc . . . But once that is sorted we are good. Alas with the organ thing we would need human farms of perfect clones to take the organs which would not be ethical.
Ah GCSE's. Im really nervous about physics. And possibly geography because he hasn't taught us the whole syllabus yet.
Oh and Prom coming up soon. Got to rent my Tux and figure out how I am getting there. Sam is insisting on me walking but Holomon suggests Limosine with Turkster telling me to organise a nice car. I'll sort it out. I hope the prom is good. I can't imagine it being good. I'll make it good.
Oh how exciting. I would really like some more friends. Not that I am unhappy. Just a bit bored.
Muhahahahahahahah!
Purchased black and white yearbook. Got called pikey. Lol. Why? I dont want to look at gypsies and chavs in colour. Easier to draw on faces if it is black and white. I may get people to sign it when I get them.
Ah so tense. Another battle with Tom today to see how long we can go without porn. I have to last longer this time. Hes 1-0. Bastard. He has a job to keep him occupied. I am going job hunting after the exams. Get some money on the go. I don't want extra stress at the moment.
Apparently they found a cure for death. All doctors have to figure out is how to stop cells dying, when dead, how to rescusitate us without killing all our brain cells and of course we would also need multiple transplants over our many years so that our organs do not fail. Because as soon as we get kidney break down then we no longer function as blood is impure etc . . . But once that is sorted we are good. Alas with the organ thing we would need human farms of perfect clones to take the organs which would not be ethical.
Ah GCSE's. Im really nervous about physics. And possibly geography because he hasn't taught us the whole syllabus yet.
Oh and Prom coming up soon. Got to rent my Tux and figure out how I am getting there. Sam is insisting on me walking but Holomon suggests Limosine with Turkster telling me to organise a nice car. I'll sort it out. I hope the prom is good. I can't imagine it being good. I'll make it good.
Oh how exciting. I would really like some more friends. Not that I am unhappy. Just a bit bored.
Muhahahahahahahah!
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Tar Poo
25th, Apr, 2007 | 07:18 pm
Mood at the moment: 
happy
Music at the moment: Hell & Consequences - Stone Sour
I am well happy. Things are good. Got all my exams sorted. Going to change Law to Geography soon. I love music. Finally found Tar Poo as an mp3 and Andrew WK. Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaahh
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Thats it
15th, Apr, 2007 | 02:33 pm
Location: Burn it down - Avenged Sevenfold
Well thats it I suppose. The end of the holidays is approaching. Been better than most holidays and I have had a well good time. Not been bored much and I have tried to get outside as much as I can. YAH.
Bought lots of stuff. Umm. 3 CDs (Soulfly, Machine Head and Scar symmetry), 2 DvD's (Pulp Fiction and Fallen), a gamecube memory card and a t shirt. Very productive. Ooo and a new school bag.
I also burnt my face. Hot. I ate lots of chocolate. Amongst other things.
So, alas, it is school tomorrow and I have a shit line up - Maths, Biology, PE, Chemistry and German. That is terrible! But might not be too bad. Me not know. Read nothing this holiday. Usually read lots. Not in reading mode.
I am so tired. Football on today. Should be interesting. Hopefully better than yesterdays game. Dull.
Bought lots of stuff. Umm. 3 CDs (Soulfly, Machine Head and Scar symmetry), 2 DvD's (Pulp Fiction and Fallen), a gamecube memory card and a t shirt. Very productive. Ooo and a new school bag.
I also burnt my face. Hot. I ate lots of chocolate. Amongst other things.
So, alas, it is school tomorrow and I have a shit line up - Maths, Biology, PE, Chemistry and German. That is terrible! But might not be too bad. Me not know. Read nothing this holiday. Usually read lots. Not in reading mode.
I am so tired. Football on today. Should be interesting. Hopefully better than yesterdays game. Dull.
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Slanderous!
4th, Apr, 2007 | 02:12 pm
Mood at the moment: 
cold
Music at the moment: Slanderous - Machine Head
I’m
Wasted and ugly, I am the underbelly
A fat fuck and a fairy
The reject they wish to bury
They want to
Murder us, silence us
Divide and conquer us
As they lead, as we die
Let these three words decide
I love you!
Why do I hate my brother?
I hate you!
Or do I hate myself?
I’m a meth head and alkie
Dumb cunt been called a junkie
A retard and a pussy
And I embrace the names you call me
They want to
Murder us, silence us
Divide and conquer us
As they lead, as we die
Let these three words decide
I love you!
Why do I hate my brother?
I hate you!
Or do I hate myself?
I’m a redneck and a faggot
The asshole ignorants
A wetback and a nigga
And I raise my middle fingers
to those that
Murder us, silence us
Divide and conquer us
As they lead, as we die
Let these three words decide
I love you
Why do I hate my brother?
I hate you
I hate myself
Love
Hate
I love you!
Why do I hate my brother?
I hate you!
Or do I hate myself?
Oh I'm well bored. Wne t to town and in the new charity shop. Smells already. I have text Sam three times. I give up. Tomorrow I may go to Bath.
Wasted and ugly, I am the underbelly
A fat fuck and a fairy
The reject they wish to bury
They want to
Murder us, silence us
Divide and conquer us
As they lead, as we die
Let these three words decide
I love you!
Why do I hate my brother?
I hate you!
Or do I hate myself?
I’m a meth head and alkie
Dumb cunt been called a junkie
A retard and a pussy
And I embrace the names you call me
They want to
Murder us, silence us
Divide and conquer us
As they lead, as we die
Let these three words decide
I love you!
Why do I hate my brother?
I hate you!
Or do I hate myself?
I’m a redneck and a faggot
The asshole ignorants
A wetback and a nigga
And I raise my middle fingers
to those that
Murder us, silence us
Divide and conquer us
As they lead, as we die
Let these three words decide
I love you
Why do I hate my brother?
I hate you
I hate myself
Love
Hate
I love you!
Why do I hate my brother?
I hate you!
Or do I hate myself?
Oh I'm well bored. Wne t to town and in the new charity shop. Smells already. I have text Sam three times. I give up. Tomorrow I may go to Bath.
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Ugh
3rd, Apr, 2007 | 10:47 am
Im well happy. About time too. Didnt sleep much though. Had a couple weird dreams. Read a crap book yesterday. Dead Light? I think. I dont know.
Arguments yesterday. Well not really arguing. Which is good. Ummm.
Arguments yesterday. Well not really arguing. Which is good. Ummm.
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(no subject)
2nd, Apr, 2007 | 03:54 pm
Im well happy. Havent done anything exciting. I just stayed at home and wrote a story. Its well easy. Im sure its crap seeing as it is quite gory. But seeing as Alice and that lot are writing one I thought I would try it. Muhahaha. I dont know why though. But it took up alot of time which is echt super.
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Ehem
31st, Mar, 2007 | 09:35 pm
Well apart from that random article Im well angry and I dont know why. I think I hate everything. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
Not fitting
That new machine head album is great. Postman woke me up this morning and it is the holidays and im already bored. I need more friends. Kinda screwed myself over. I hate plans. They always fail. I have had so many and none have worked and it angers me.
T shirt and memory card should come this week and I need to buy a new bag so that should be exciting.
Wahey
Not fitting
That new machine head album is great. Postman woke me up this morning and it is the holidays and im already bored. I need more friends. Kinda screwed myself over. I hate plans. They always fail. I have had so many and none have worked and it angers me.
T shirt and memory card should come this week and I need to buy a new bag so that should be exciting.
Wahey
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Hahaha. Great
31st, Mar, 2007 | 09:35 pm
In today's Independent, Jonathan Brown has written a fascinating article about a recent study showing that gifted kids listen more to metal than the more stereotypical genres of classical and jazz.
How Death Metal Is The Soundtrack Of Child Prodigies
Heavy metal has long been saddled with a reputation for attracting admirers more interested in decibels than Descartes. New research, however, promises to rescue the genre from the mosh pit of intellectual obscurity.
A study has revealed that death metal and thrash bands such as Slayer and Slipknot produce the music of choice for today's brightest youngsters.
A survey which was carried out among students at the National Academy for Gifted and Talented Youth, a cohort drawn from the top 5 per cent of the nation's youngsters, drew praise for metal's "visceral brutality" with more than a third rating it among their favourite styles. Researchers admitted they were surprised to find that "intelligent" genres traditionally associated with the precociously bright, such as classical and jazz, were the least popular.
What they discovered instead was that youngsters liked to let off steam to hardcore sounds, particularly if it had an emotionally charged or overtly political message behind it. One respondent said: "You can't really jump your anger into the floor and listen to music at the same time with other types of music."
Stuart Cadwallader of the University of Warwick, which conducted the survey, said heavy metal was found to provide a form of "catharsis", particularly for those with low self-esteem.
They found the aggressive music a useful conduit for their frustrations and anger, according to the findings revealed at the British Psychological Society conference in York yesterday.
Mr Cadwallader said this intellectual elite often found themselves facing situations and issues not encountered by less able students.
"Perhaps the pressure associated with being gifted and talented can be temporarily forgotten with the aid of music," he said.
While other musical forms such as rock, pop and R&B were rated as the most popular, students said they felt particularly attracted to the "thrashiness" of heavy metal.
Answering questions in an online survey, one student said Systems of a Down's anti-war track, "Bring Your Own Bombs" particularly appealed. Another track, "Aenima" by Tool, was praised for its subject matter - "the stupidity of the celebrity culture".
Another praised "the visceral brutality offered by metal bands like Slipknot and Machine Head." The student added: "The cathartic release offered by heavy music played loud, either by my hi-fi or myself on guitar, is a wonderful thing when it's needed."
However, many of the students disagreed over what constituted a heavy metal fan andargued that they liked to pick and choose from different styles according tothe way they were feeling.
One student concluded: "As with most music, it depends heavily on the person's mood at the time. So while there probably is your 'average metalhead fan', there will also be a lot of other fans who just feel 'metalheady' every so often. Which I guess goes some way to justify my playlists being named 'emotions'."
How Death Metal Is The Soundtrack Of Child Prodigies
Heavy metal has long been saddled with a reputation for attracting admirers more interested in decibels than Descartes. New research, however, promises to rescue the genre from the mosh pit of intellectual obscurity.
A study has revealed that death metal and thrash bands such as Slayer and Slipknot produce the music of choice for today's brightest youngsters.
A survey which was carried out among students at the National Academy for Gifted and Talented Youth, a cohort drawn from the top 5 per cent of the nation's youngsters, drew praise for metal's "visceral brutality" with more than a third rating it among their favourite styles. Researchers admitted they were surprised to find that "intelligent" genres traditionally associated with the precociously bright, such as classical and jazz, were the least popular.
What they discovered instead was that youngsters liked to let off steam to hardcore sounds, particularly if it had an emotionally charged or overtly political message behind it. One respondent said: "You can't really jump your anger into the floor and listen to music at the same time with other types of music."
Stuart Cadwallader of the University of Warwick, which conducted the survey, said heavy metal was found to provide a form of "catharsis", particularly for those with low self-esteem.
They found the aggressive music a useful conduit for their frustrations and anger, according to the findings revealed at the British Psychological Society conference in York yesterday.
Mr Cadwallader said this intellectual elite often found themselves facing situations and issues not encountered by less able students.
"Perhaps the pressure associated with being gifted and talented can be temporarily forgotten with the aid of music," he said.
While other musical forms such as rock, pop and R&B were rated as the most popular, students said they felt particularly attracted to the "thrashiness" of heavy metal.
Answering questions in an online survey, one student said Systems of a Down's anti-war track, "Bring Your Own Bombs" particularly appealed. Another track, "Aenima" by Tool, was praised for its subject matter - "the stupidity of the celebrity culture".
Another praised "the visceral brutality offered by metal bands like Slipknot and Machine Head." The student added: "The cathartic release offered by heavy music played loud, either by my hi-fi or myself on guitar, is a wonderful thing when it's needed."
However, many of the students disagreed over what constituted a heavy metal fan andargued that they liked to pick and choose from different styles according tothe way they were feeling.
One student concluded: "As with most music, it depends heavily on the person's mood at the time. So while there probably is your 'average metalhead fan', there will also be a lot of other fans who just feel 'metalheady' every so often. Which I guess goes some way to justify my playlists being named 'emotions'."
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Colony of Birchmen
20th, Mar, 2007 | 10:19 pm
Ah stressed. Computers been playing up. German exam didn't record so I have to do it again. Albert broke as well so I had to buy a new calculator. Feels weird without him. So those are the contributing factors to my stress amongst other things. Never mind. I'm nice and calm. I don't let things piss me off any more. Whats the point. Die happy. Maybe hippies are along the right lines with their views on life. Even if they are crazy . . .
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Shitting My Pants
19th, Mar, 2007 | 07:25 pm
Well I am enjoying the way things are going. Slightly downhill or maybe to the side I'm not sure. Stuffs changing anyways. Should make stuff more exciting. Exactly what I need . . .
Went out Saturday with Sam up the park. Lottie and Hannah were up there - didn't speak to them much. Was bored but things got better. I rarely have fun weekends so that was pretty awesome. Start doing that more. Don't know why I hated Spam - not a bad person. Yeh. Then went to Sam's to play some kind of major Burnout tournament where the plan quickly fell to pieces as only two players. Alice hit me hard in the ear for calling her a man even though others seemed to have already been calling her it. She hasn't changed. Shit happens.
Anyways - German. Speaking exam tis the reason for shitting my pants ladies and gentlemen. It's tomorrow morning - and I'm mighty worried.
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Desecrated - eviscerated!
14th, Mar, 2007 | 06:38 pm
Mood at the moment: 
sleepy
Music at the moment: Betrayed - Avenged Sevenfold
Ug. Tired. Good end of March arriving. New Machine Head Album and See No Evil is coming out on DVD. Will be brutal. Got Kane in it. Awesome. Slightly bored lately. Maybe I should take up a hobby. Shoplifting?
German Speaking Exam on Tuesday. Real thing. I'm quite worried about it. Can't remember anything which is really worrying. Apparently they are easy. I'm not convinced. Mothers day on sunday. Woo. Don't know what to get. I got a card but *sdkjgfjzkbgbgnmbsg* - what?
Went to town to get something today but instead I ended up qith a magazine, a card and Gamecube games. Micro Machines is awesome. Haven't played Spiderman 2 yet. I have played it before. It is quite atrocious.
Oh I'm bored with life. Nothing seems interesting. People seemed to be getting older and completely overtaking me. No time seems to have passed but everyone seems different and more mature in this world. Its annoying and weird. Life is whizzing past. Very disheartning.
Who knows - maybe I'll have casual sex with a bear tomorrow. That'd spice it up a bit.
Hahahahahahahahahahaha. Crazy
German Speaking Exam on Tuesday. Real thing. I'm quite worried about it. Can't remember anything which is really worrying. Apparently they are easy. I'm not convinced. Mothers day on sunday. Woo. Don't know what to get. I got a card but *sdkjgfjzkbgbgnmbsg* - what?
Went to town to get something today but instead I ended up qith a magazine, a card and Gamecube games. Micro Machines is awesome. Haven't played Spiderman 2 yet. I have played it before. It is quite atrocious.
Oh I'm bored with life. Nothing seems interesting. People seemed to be getting older and completely overtaking me. No time seems to have passed but everyone seems different and more mature in this world. Its annoying and weird. Life is whizzing past. Very disheartning.
Who knows - maybe I'll have casual sex with a bear tomorrow. That'd spice it up a bit.
Hahahahahahahahahahaha. Crazy
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Mama Said
23rd, Feb, 2007 | 07:25 pm
Mama she has taught me well
Told me when I was young
Son your life's an open book
Don't close it before it's done
The brightest flame burns quickest
Is what I heard her say
A son's heart's owned to mother
But I must find my way
Let my heart go
Let your son grow
Mama let my heart go
Or let this heart be still
Rebel my new last name
Wild blood in my veins
Apron strings around my neck
The mark that still remains
Left home at an early age
Of what I heard was wrong
I never ask forgiveness
For what I said is done
Let my heart go
Let your son grow
Mama let my heart go
Or let this heart be still
Never I ask you
But never I gave
But you gave me your emptiness
That I'll take to my grave
Never I ask you
But never I gave
But you gave me your emptiness
That I'll take to my grave
So let this heart be still
Mama now I'm coming home
I'm not all you wished of me
But a mother's love for her son
Unspoken, hear me be
Yeah I took your love for granted
And all the things you said to me
I need your arms to welcome me
But a cold stone's all I see
Let my heart go
Let your son grow
Mama let my heart go
Or let this heart be still
Let my heart go
Mama let my heart go
You never let my heart go
So let this heart be still
Never I ask you
But never I gave
But you gave me your emptiness
That I'll take to my grave
Never I ask you
But never I gave
But you gave me your emptiness
That I'll take to my grave
So let this heart be still
Yum. Yum. Yum. Metallica. So good. Nice song.
New Avenged Sevenfold album was purchased in Bath the other week. Been to London this week. Has been fun spending time with family. Corey, Granny, Mother etc...
Told me when I was young
Son your life's an open book
Don't close it before it's done
The brightest flame burns quickest
Is what I heard her say
A son's heart's owned to mother
But I must find my way
Let my heart go
Let your son grow
Mama let my heart go
Or let this heart be still
Rebel my new last name
Wild blood in my veins
Apron strings around my neck
The mark that still remains
Left home at an early age
Of what I heard was wrong
I never ask forgiveness
For what I said is done
Let my heart go
Let your son grow
Mama let my heart go
Or let this heart be still
Never I ask you
But never I gave
But you gave me your emptiness
That I'll take to my grave
Never I ask you
But never I gave
But you gave me your emptiness
That I'll take to my grave
So let this heart be still
Mama now I'm coming home
I'm not all you wished of me
But a mother's love for her son
Unspoken, hear me be
Yeah I took your love for granted
And all the things you said to me
I need your arms to welcome me
But a cold stone's all I see
Let my heart go
Let your son grow
Mama let my heart go
Or let this heart be still
Let my heart go
Mama let my heart go
You never let my heart go
So let this heart be still
Never I ask you
But never I gave
But you gave me your emptiness
That I'll take to my grave
Never I ask you
But never I gave
But you gave me your emptiness
That I'll take to my grave
So let this heart be still
Yum. Yum. Yum. Metallica. So good. Nice song.
New Avenged Sevenfold album was purchased in Bath the other week. Been to London this week. Has been fun spending time with family. Corey, Granny, Mother etc...
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14th, Feb, 2007 | 05:27 pm
What a bad day. Valentins Day.
Horeshit!
Horeshit!
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Streets
11th, Feb, 2007 | 07:41 pm
Mood at the moment: cheerful
Music at the moment: Street - Avenged Sevenfold
You live your whole life staring at a wall, your mind goes blank sooner now you will fall.
You never learned the things you say to know now, but how?
There seems to be a difference, two different types of kids.
The ones who go out and the ones that are taught to live.
One groups taught how and the other group is taught why.
There's no need to tell you what's in my mind, but in the game of life I'm doing fine.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
Look what's happening now.
What are the reasons why and how?
And don't you think it sounds stupid when someone's treated
different cause they're not the same as me or you?
You live your whole life staring at a wall, your mind goes blank sooner now you will fall.
You never learned the things you say to know now, but how?
There seems to be a difference, two different types of kids.
The ones who go out and the ones that are taught to live.
One groups taught how and the other group is taught why.
There's no need to tell you what's in my mind, but in the game of life I'm doing fine.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
You never learned the things you say to know now, but how?
There seems to be a difference, two different types of kids.
The ones who go out and the ones that are taught to live.
One groups taught how and the other group is taught why.
There's no need to tell you what's in my mind, but in the game of life I'm doing fine.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
Look what's happening now.
What are the reasons why and how?
And don't you think it sounds stupid when someone's treated
different cause they're not the same as me or you?
You live your whole life staring at a wall, your mind goes blank sooner now you will fall.
You never learned the things you say to know now, but how?
There seems to be a difference, two different types of kids.
The ones who go out and the ones that are taught to live.
One groups taught how and the other group is taught why.
There's no need to tell you what's in my mind, but in the game of life I'm doing fine.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
No reason to tell you which way to be.
Cause the streets have opened my eyes to see.
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Wahey
6th, Feb, 2007 | 03:25 pm
Mood at the moment: Fantastic!
Well its a new month. Exciting stuff. Good telly on all this week. Got loads of work to get going. Nearly finished my Food Coursework which I'm happy with. Thing s are going well.
Went to the cinema last weekend. Terrible film. Didnt enjoy it. Depressing. These are depressing times ladies and gentlemen. We gots global warming to contend with, pensions going up the shitter, no afterlife as new people have suggested, weird weather, Waking the Dead and its terrible storylines - Mock the Week and its shit comedians!
But on the positives. You have me. And I have you. And thats good enough.
Hahahahaha.
Lost starts soon. Get in!
Went to the cinema last weekend. Terrible film. Didnt enjoy it. Depressing. These are depressing times ladies and gentlemen. We gots global warming to contend with, pensions going up the shitter, no afterlife as new people have suggested, weird weather, Waking the Dead and its terrible storylines - Mock the Week and its shit comedians!
But on the positives. You have me. And I have you. And thats good enough.
Hahahahaha.
Lost starts soon. Get in!
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4th, Feb, 2007 | 12:27 pm
Compare the representations of nature in ‘Patrolling Barnegat’, ‘Storm on the Island’ and a Gillian Clarke Poem. Consider: ð Poets view of nature ð Devices used to communicate to the reader ð The effect on the reader |
‘Patrolling Barnegat’, ‘Storm on the Island’ and ‘A Difficult Birth’ each take nature as their subject. Each poem deals with the extremity of nature and the extremity of circumstances whist also dealing with the extremity of emotions and the physicality of nature. The poems also share the representation of man in conflict with nature with our stereotypical views of nature being challenged. We see nature as toys for man however it is often brutal and violent whilst being unpredictable.
‘Storm on the Island’ written by Seamus Heaney, describes a North Atlantic Island off the coast of Ireland that is currently in a storm. The storm is clearly metaphorical as well as physical with a double meaning. The storm has caused the poet to question the very nature of his spiritual existence. It celebrates the strength of the human race through the islanders. This is told in the sense that Mother Nature is merciless by providing no resources for the island and the inhabitants must rely on themselves to survive. This point is reiterated with the quote ‘the wizened earth never troubled us with hay’ which gives the notion that the earth is refusing to hand over resources and the relationship is hostile. Nature therefore is represented with connotations and harshness and has unforgiving tendencies. The islanders have no resources from the land and the land is therefore barren and fierce with the land demanding sacrifices from its people.
The key to the Seamus Heaney poem rests on the final line – ‘Strange, it is a great nothing that we fear’ – and it is this line that holds the poem together and destroys its ambiguity. This line deals with the confrontation between man and the bleakness at which threatens to destroy all around him. The embodiment of the fear links back to the spirituality and values of the poet.
Walt Whitman (poet of ‘Patrolling Barnegat’) deals with the harshness of nature through the same medium. Both poets have awoken a primal fear however Whitman deals not with the darkness of our lives but with ferocity and demonic qualities that nature possesses. The poem homes in on a storm that is currently hammering an unknown location in a relentless and remorseless fashion.
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27th, Jan, 2007 | 07:50 pm
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24th, Jan, 2007 | 06:51 pm
Mood at the moment: cheerful
Music at the moment: Stricken - Disturbed
I found out today that my mate had OCD. Or the symptoms bassicly. I would never have guessed it. Its really shook me a bit. That I spend so much time talking about trivial stuff that doesnt matter when I could be talking about more important stuff and problems troubling that person.
But on a lighter note I am no longer going to ever set foot in Iceland again. They sold me a Corned Beef Pasty. The Bastards. It was absolutely disgusting and I cant believe they could let me buy it. I am in shock. The dirty bastards.
I love Disturbed. And I hate many foods. Feeling very sick after meals. Not cool. Very cold lately.
But on a lighter note I am no longer going to ever set foot in Iceland again. They sold me a Corned Beef Pasty. The Bastards. It was absolutely disgusting and I cant believe they could let me buy it. I am in shock. The dirty bastards.
I love Disturbed. And I hate many foods. Feeling very sick after meals. Not cool. Very cold lately.
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22nd, Jan, 2007 | 04:26 pm
Mood at the moment: cold
Been a good couple of weeks. Indeed it has. Except that it is cold. And some fucker (ie Hollomon) threw a pine cone at my head. Exceptionally painful. But good nonetheless
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Thats Right Im Bored
3rd, Jan, 2007 | 06:27 pm
zdglk
New school term. January. 2007! Cant be fucked to make resolutions and to reflect on 2006. Not much happened. It was good as good goes. Made mistakes and made silly choices but it didnt out to bad. I am happy now. Things would be nicer I suppose had I not made some decisions but they have been cast and I chose what I had to.
And now here I sit.
Revising suposidely.
Fucking mock exams
New school term. January. 2007! Cant be fucked to make resolutions and to reflect on 2006. Not much happened. It was good as good goes. Made mistakes and made silly choices but it didnt out to bad. I am happy now. Things would be nicer I suppose had I not made some decisions but they have been cast and I chose what I had to.
And now here I sit.
Revising suposidely.
Fucking mock exams
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Hmmpf
1st, Jan, 2007 | 07:36 pm
<- Little child mauled by a pit bull. Dead on the first day of 2007
Death so soon. The melovelant force that astounds the cleverest of minds and the sickest of people. Sentancing humans to death rightly or wrongly or accidently. A sentance ridiculously cruel as we do not understand the implications of such decisions. Suicidal people longing for the release that is death without even understanding the horror of what may greet them when it draws near. What pain and what suffering must death be like. For we will all encounter it. Gods cruel joke. Not telling us what it is that he wants us all to embrace with warmth and acceptance. Will there ever be a time when we truly accept or even understand death? It is every where that we wander. But who has the right to our death. Is it fate which so many of us want to believe in.
Saddam Hussein - mass murderer of thousands. Innocent people with their lives ended. But in the end he was merely human. And upon his fate with a noose dangled over his head he mumbled to himself that he should not be afraid. 'Dont be afraid'. And then denial. Defiantly saying no. Surely no one deserves to die that way. It made me sad when I read that in the mirror. For all the evil he had committed he was but a man.
Human. Capable of redemption but a martyr for our bloodlust.
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28th, Dec, 2006 | 02:32 pm
Music at the moment: Left Behind - Slipknot
Well the time is almost upon me to leave. Get back tomorrow some time. Three weeks is a long time in a different country. Its gone quick but it seems like I have been here for ages.
So of the adventures I have embarked upon here are but a few . . . ummmm . . . fishing - caught an as yet undiscovered specie - christmas - tiring and weird - flying - little plane and they had to move people to balance the plane. Not alot if you think about it. Sat around most days doing little. Trampoline. I got to get one. They are so good. Tiring. Umm. Haven't spent much money - just on presents. Im not having children. Especially not twins. Little buggers. Dark clothes attract mosquitoes. You lock doors everywhere you go. Death results from no air conditioning. Cheeze Stiks are the best thing to ever come out of America. It is Don Lefontane who does the cool voices on trailers. It might not be legal to bring back dodgy dvds.
Weird. And I have toi go home and do tests. TESTS. EUGH
So of the adventures I have embarked upon here are but a few . . . ummmm . . . fishing - caught an as yet undiscovered specie - christmas - tiring and weird - flying - little plane and they had to move people to balance the plane. Not alot if you think about it. Sat around most days doing little. Trampoline. I got to get one. They are so good. Tiring. Umm. Haven't spent much money - just on presents. Im not having children. Especially not twins. Little buggers. Dark clothes attract mosquitoes. You lock doors everywhere you go. Death results from no air conditioning. Cheeze Stiks are the best thing to ever come out of America. It is Don Lefontane who does the cool voices on trailers. It might not be legal to bring back dodgy dvds.
Weird. And I have toi go home and do tests. TESTS. EUGH
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21st, Dec, 2006 | 04:39 pm
Music at the moment: Unforgiven II - Metallica
Well not long to go now. Week left. Not done very much. Just getting bitten and playing X-Box. Ha. Weird. Ross wants to go home. Bless. I need to bring back so many cheese stick packs. I haven't really bought much except Ross birthday present. A fucking air filter. Hes bought loads of stuff for his car. Exhaust, air filter, ignition leads. I don't know how he is planning to fit that all in his tiny case. Strange. Im going fishing Saturday. And then its Christmas Monday. Slight excitement though I'm not going to get much. Like one present. Chocolate coins or something. Ah well. It isn't too bad.
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Holiday!
14th, Dec, 2006 | 07:23 pm
Location: Trinidad
Well I am not dead which is a relief. Its bloody hot though and I have been ill. Too hot. no drinking. Retard. Its weird here. White people are sparse. I am currently on Michaels computer ( He is 12 and I have found loads of porn in his history). Yum yum. He has Limewire on here also so I could download songs and email them home.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. . Cheeze Stiks are fucking awesome. Yum. I am a whale. Will be anyways. I hate meeting new people. Makes me nervous. Triplet meeting shudder. I dont think I spoke. Over quick. I have comfort zone problems. Have spent little money. Just on Gatorade and Cheeze Stiks. So cheap. Lovely. These people we are staying with are loaded. Great people. Nice place. Tobago good. Im missing mocks for this. Chuckle.
I hate mosquitoes
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6th, Dec, 2006 | 07:08 pm
Mood at the moment: 
enthralled
Music at the moment: Chapter 4 - Avenged Sevenfold
I am going on holiday soon. I am worrying. Dont like the build up. Should pack really. I think I have an irrational fear of terrorists. If I were to be blown up I would just like to say that I love you all which I do anyway as I am a big ball of squish. Everyone have a great christmas. Yum. Dont get fat.
Ill be watching you
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4th, Dec, 2006 | 05:58 pm
Mood at the moment: cheerful
Music at the moment: Grinfucked - DevilDriver
Basic
Name: Alex
Age: 16
Height: 5'4
Do you wish you were taller, shorter, or happy just the way you are?: Im happy
Hair Color: Brown
What color do you wish your hair was?: None
Eye Color: Weird
What is your favorite eye color?: Im not fussed by eyes
Glasses/contacts?: None
Braces?: None
Religion: Christian I think
Were you raised that way?: no
Political Views: The BNP would benefit this country
Sexual Orientation: I like ladies
Hobbies: Not enough. Reading really
Any weird/random interests?: No
Job: Chuckle. You almost got me
Dream job: Detective or Poirot
Single or taken?: Ha
Are you a virgin?: Ha. Of course. Like I'm getting any
Do you drink?: no
Do you smoke?: no
Do you do drugs?: no
If not, have you ever done any of those things?: negative
Do you drive?: not yet..
Are you athletic?: Stop your killing me
Worst fear: None
Worst habit: None
Best trait: None
Worst trait: Bad temper
Any pet peeves?: Alright then
Favorites
Color: Gray or stripes, but not colourful stripes
Animal: Bears
Word: Ummm
Number: 747
Person: What are 'persons'?
Class in School: Im sticking with Geography
Year of school: Probably 7 or 8
Food: Rice
Drink: Lucozade
Restaurant: None
Fast food Place: None
Foreign food: Chinese is usually rather good
Alchoholic drink: I hate all
Clothing store: None
Store overall: WH Smiths
President: JFK
State: Nebraska
Place to be: Bed
Vacation: Holiday soon!
Scent: Hugo
Boys name: Oi
Girls name: Pudgers
Ice cream flavor: vanilla
Kind of pizza: non cheesified
Symbol: DevilDriver cross and the Slipknot Tribal S
Least favorites
Color: I hate turqoise
Animal: Fleas
Word: None
Number: 2qt49859348
Person: Dan Smart
Class in School: Physics
Year of school: 10
Food: Cheese
Drink: Alcohol
Restaurant: Cant Remeer
Fast food place: None
Foreign food: Japanese
Alchoholic drink: All
Clothing store: Marks and Spencers
Store overall: See above
President: Putin
State: Tenesse
Place to be: Somewhere uncomfortable
Vacation: None
Scent: Gippo market
Boys name: Jason
Girls name: Tania
Ice cream flavor: Mascarpone
Kind of pizza: Most
Symbol: Buddha
Pop Culture
Favorite Actor: Brad Pitt. Genius in Twelve Monkeys
Favorite Actress: That ummmm. Oh I forgot.
Least Favorite Actor: Elijah Wood
Least favorite actress: The one that did this women in IT
Favorite director: None
Favorite movie: Lots
Favorite horror/suspense/thriller: Identity
Favorite movie that was based off of a book: Schindlers List
Favorite black & white movie: Psycho
Funniest movie: 40 Year Old Virgin or Scary Movie
Do you cry easily at movie?: no
Saddest movie: Rugrats Movie
Do you get scared easily by movies?: No
Scariest movie: Gremlins
Movie that you were surprised you actually liked: AVP
Movie you still want to see: Hills Have Eyes
Favorite comedian: Peter Kay
Least favorite comedian: Chubby Brown
Favorite book: Any I have read
Least favorite book: John Sandford
Favorite band: So many shit bands
Favorite singer/musician: Dez Fafara or Corey Taylor
Favorite rapper: Haha
Favorite song: People = Shit , Sin & Sacrifice, Monolith
Least favorite song: Anything catchy
Favorite instrument: Triangle or the spoons
Favorite magazine: Metal Hammer
Favorite book series: Series of Unfortunate Events
Favorite talk show: Oprah Muthafucking Winfry
Favorite musical: Never heard any
Favorite play: Casper at Butlins
Biggest celebrity crush: None really
Controversial Issues
Homosexuality: I'm not sure on the issue. If it dont make babbers then it aint good as I am sure that is what God has mentioned in his holy book
Abortion: It shouldn't be abused
Premaritial Sex: Yes
War: Is the source of peace
Government: Buh?
Cops: oooo controversial
Do You Believe In...
God: I beleive in a deity
Extra terrestrials: Yes
Ghosts: Spirits
Magic: Ah te te tum
Luck: No
Soulmates: Yes
Karma: Yes
Reincarnation: Im not sure
Destiny: Yes
Guardian angels: Yes
Immaculate conception (virginal pregnancy): Im sorry that is ridiculous
Your Dream Guy/Girl
Hair color: Dark
Eye color: Not fussed
Height: Not godzilla tall
Weight: Not obese
Shy or outgoing: In between
Emotional/Sensitive?: Im not sure
Serious or funny?: Mixture
Sexy or cute?: Both
Likes to party or just hang out with you?: Chill in me crib east side
Similiar interests, or nothing in common?: I dont want a clone but I would need something to converse about
Protective of you, or likes to be protected?: Ha
Smart?: Alright
Fuck me that was long.
Well after aiting a week i think I should mention me twatting Jack in the head with a chair. Was guilty and worried afterwards despite the laughter I was emmiting. Was very shocked. So was he I expect. Sorted now though.
Going away Thursday. Mock exams to do when I get back. I am looking forward to those.
I be liking my new DevilDriver CD
Name: Alex
Age: 16
Height: 5'4
Do you wish you were taller, shorter, or happy just the way you are?: Im happy
Hair Color: Brown
What color do you wish your hair was?: None
Eye Color: Weird
What is your favorite eye color?: Im not fussed by eyes
Glasses/contacts?: None
Braces?: None
Religion: Christian I think
Were you raised that way?: no
Political Views: The BNP would benefit this country
Sexual Orientation: I like ladies
Hobbies: Not enough. Reading really
Any weird/random interests?: No
Job: Chuckle. You almost got me
Dream job: Detective or Poirot
Single or taken?: Ha
Are you a virgin?: Ha. Of course. Like I'm getting any
Do you drink?: no
Do you smoke?: no
Do you do drugs?: no
If not, have you ever done any of those things?: negative
Do you drive?: not yet..
Are you athletic?: Stop your killing me
Worst fear: None
Worst habit: None
Best trait: None
Worst trait: Bad temper
Any pet peeves?: Alright then
Favorites
Color: Gray or stripes, but not colourful stripes
Animal: Bears
Word: Ummm
Number: 747
Person: What are 'persons'?
Class in School: Im sticking with Geography
Year of school: Probably 7 or 8
Food: Rice
Drink: Lucozade
Restaurant: None
Fast food Place: None
Foreign food: Chinese is usually rather good
Alchoholic drink: I hate all
Clothing store: None
Store overall: WH Smiths
President: JFK
State: Nebraska
Place to be: Bed
Vacation: Holiday soon!
Scent: Hugo
Boys name: Oi
Girls name: Pudgers
Ice cream flavor: vanilla
Kind of pizza: non cheesified
Symbol: DevilDriver cross and the Slipknot Tribal S
Least favorites
Color: I hate turqoise
Animal: Fleas
Word: None
Number: 2qt49859348
Person: Dan Smart
Class in School: Physics
Year of school: 10
Food: Cheese
Drink: Alcohol
Restaurant: Cant Remeer
Fast food place: None
Foreign food: Japanese
Alchoholic drink: All
Clothing store: Marks and Spencers
Store overall: See above
President: Putin
State: Tenesse
Place to be: Somewhere uncomfortable
Vacation: None
Scent: Gippo market
Boys name: Jason
Girls name: Tania
Ice cream flavor: Mascarpone
Kind of pizza: Most
Symbol: Buddha
Pop Culture
Favorite Actor: Brad Pitt. Genius in Twelve Monkeys
Favorite Actress: That ummmm. Oh I forgot.
Least Favorite Actor: Elijah Wood
Least favorite actress: The one that did this women in IT
Favorite director: None
Favorite movie: Lots
Favorite horror/suspense/thriller: Identity
Favorite movie that was based off of a book: Schindlers List
Favorite black & white movie: Psycho
Funniest movie: 40 Year Old Virgin or Scary Movie
Do you cry easily at movie?: no
Saddest movie: Rugrats Movie
Do you get scared easily by movies?: No
Scariest movie: Gremlins
Movie that you were surprised you actually liked: AVP
Movie you still want to see: Hills Have Eyes
Favorite comedian: Peter Kay
Least favorite comedian: Chubby Brown
Favorite book: Any I have read
Least favorite book: John Sandford
Favorite band: So many shit bands
Favorite singer/musician: Dez Fafara or Corey Taylor
Favorite rapper: Haha
Favorite song: People = Shit , Sin & Sacrifice, Monolith
Least favorite song: Anything catchy
Favorite instrument: Triangle or the spoons
Favorite magazine: Metal Hammer
Favorite book series: Series of Unfortunate Events
Favorite talk show: Oprah Muthafucking Winfry
Favorite musical: Never heard any
Favorite play: Casper at Butlins
Biggest celebrity crush: None really
Controversial Issues
Homosexuality: I'm not sure on the issue. If it dont make babbers then it aint good as I am sure that is what God has mentioned in his holy book
Abortion: It shouldn't be abused
Premaritial Sex: Yes
War: Is the source of peace
Government: Buh?
Cops: oooo controversial
Do You Believe In...
God: I beleive in a deity
Extra terrestrials: Yes
Ghosts: Spirits
Magic: Ah te te tum
Luck: No
Soulmates: Yes
Karma: Yes
Reincarnation: Im not sure
Destiny: Yes
Guardian angels: Yes
Immaculate conception (virginal pregnancy): Im sorry that is ridiculous
Your Dream Guy/Girl
Hair color: Dark
Eye color: Not fussed
Height: Not godzilla tall
Weight: Not obese
Shy or outgoing: In between
Emotional/Sensitive?: Im not sure
Serious or funny?: Mixture
Sexy or cute?: Both
Likes to party or just hang out with you?: Chill in me crib east side
Similiar interests, or nothing in common?: I dont want a clone but I would need something to converse about
Protective of you, or likes to be protected?: Ha
Smart?: Alright
Fuck me that was long.
Well after aiting a week i think I should mention me twatting Jack in the head with a chair. Was guilty and worried afterwards despite the laughter I was emmiting. Was very shocked. So was he I expect. Sorted now though.
Going away Thursday. Mock exams to do when I get back. I am looking forward to those.
I be liking my new DevilDriver CD
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DESTROY
29th, Nov, 2006 | 04:26 pm
Mood at the moment: 
indescribable
Music at the moment: Shameful - Atreyu
This Atreyu album is mighty good. Food Coursework isn't really. I love pringles. Mufti today. Yum. Lunchtimes getting better. Billy/Silly/Willy/Dilly/Pilly/Hilly/Fill
You should have ran for days
you embrace you betray
I am sick to say, you're a sad cliche
but when you ran you tripped and fell
on a path that led you straight to hell
this is the salt in your wounds
this is my I told you so
if you knew, what I know
would you move, like you do
with malicious discontent you went about
hell bent to destroy but did you have a reason why
Here's to lowering caskets of old friends,
through choice and consequence we'll birth a new day
with the death of an old and (Start over, start over)
here's to burying hatchets with those
who you'd never call your friends
we'll birth a new day with the death of an old and (Start over, start over)
Can you breathe in, reach in, and let it out?
The evil inside, thats eating you out, tonight
with every venomous move, I, I will suck you up and spit you
get out of my life, get out of my sight
Here's to lowering caskets of old friends,
through choice and consequence we'll birth a new day
with the death of an old and (Start over, start over)
here's to burying hatchets with those
who you'd never call your friends
we'll birth a new day with the death of an old and (Start over, start over)
you let yourself get carried away
don't act like you're ashamed
you let yourself get carried away
bow your head now accept the blame
you let yourself get carried away
bury this with you a waste
now its time to see, what you don't mean to me
now its time to see, what you don't mean to me
now its time to see, what you don't mean to me
here's to lowering caskets of old friends,
through choice and consequence we'll birth a new day
with the death of an old and (Start over, start over)
here's to burying hatchets with those
who you'd never call your friends
we'll birth a new day with the death of an old
Oh bugger fuck. Need someone. Even if I didn't go out with them. At last someone to desire after. Nothing
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